Need help with personal struggles
I am having a hard time with lust. When I was younger I lokked at a porn alot, starting in middle scholl up throught high school to now. I get pleasure from it then and it feels good but after that I want to keep doing it to feel that way again. Its like a drug that I am addicted to. Everytime I go home from college for the weekend it gets 10 times harder with all the girls I hangout with from my youth group after church. After ahwile I started to masturbate and that has latched on to me like a parasite like porn and lustful thoughts. There was a girl that wanted to date me awhile ago. I decided not to at first then a week later I changed my mind we went out for a week before I felt like we were better off as friends. After I ended it she said I would be missing things. To me it sounded like she was saying I would be missing physical pleasures of some sort. I don't want that from a relationship. I will admit that I have thought about oing back out with her to find out what exactly she meant by that, but I have not and don't want to.
If anyone could please pray for me to gain the strength to avoid porn and help me get better with controling my lustful thoughts and helping keepmy eyes from wandering over a woman's body please, I don't like degrading woman especially my friends.
Posted on Aug 23, 2011 | Prayer Request